Saturday, April 19, 2008

My first time......



I was too timid to start with…

After all it was the first time for both of us… And I was just 19 then…

I always knew this day would come around in my life… I had to make it special and memorable… since a month or so, I knew we were about there….

I knew the first time is always difficult… I had to be gentle, not to hurt her… after all I loved her so dearly…

I walked past the door n saw her waiting for me… there she was…Perfect… I could have spent the night just gazing at her… if I were a good poet then some heart melting lines would have been said… I hugged her for what seemed like eternity… I was anxious, I was excited… a few tensed moments, a few smiling… hmm, life’s never been so good…

The time had come…

I was on top of her and I liked it… the first few minutes i just explored her body… how I wished the moment never passed by…

N then we started… life in that second was just about the two of us… we cared for nobody else… a little passion, a little thirst, a little love n a little lust…

I was slow n I wanted to give her time to open up…. Since it was the first time, we were there for about 5 – 7 mins… how much more did u expect from me ???

After it was over, all I can say is some things are better experienced than talked about… the whole thing is way better than we think it is...

I was very happy… everything worked out well… n from the noises I heard, I was sure she was satisfied too…!!!

We knew we will be doing it again… we were meant to be with each other…

Gosh… I loved riding my bike for the first time – my CBZ….Xtreme….

- mohitS



from my pen.........

I hv written my share of really crappy Shayaris... these are a few which I considered decent enough to post... :


Khoya khoya chand,
....aaj yeh talaash kyun hai...?
badaloon mein ghum kahi,
....aaj yeh ruswai kyun hai...?
yun toh kai tare hai aasman mein,
par ae chand -
...tere bina, aaj yeh tanhai kyun hai...?

x..........................................................................................x

haat kyun choda tumne...
jab saath chalna tumne sikhaya...
kyun na ruke tum...
jab intezaar karna tumne sikhaya...
muh kyun mod liya aaj...
jab aankhon mein dekhna tumne sikhaya...
mujhe dekh kyun murjha gaye tum...
jab muskurana bhi mujhe tumne sikhaya...........

x........................................................................................x

Aaj mehfil mein jaam hai...
kal sanaata hoga...
aaj hamare lafzo par wah-wahi hai...
kal hamara janaza hoga...
aaj log has rahe hai hamari deewangi...
yaad rakhna hame...
kal ranjha-majnu nahi...
hamari deewangi ka fasana hoga......

x........................................................................................x

pyaar mein dil lut te hai...
...hum jahan luta baithe hai...
umeed ke chirag se...
...hum ghar jalaye baithe hai...
mat dalo mitti meri kabr par...
...hum abhi unke aane ki aas lagaye baithe hai...

x.......................................................................................x

Hame is tereh badalne ke liye...shukriya...
woh jhalak, woh muskurahat ke liye...shukriya...
aap ke saath har lamhe ke liye...shukriya...
aap ka saath nahi na sahi...
zindagi main humse milne ke liye...shukriya...

x.......................................................................................x





Monday, April 7, 2008

Things I HaTe about You…


I hate you, not coz I am walking alone,
I hate you, coz once we took...long walks together.
I hate you, not coz you dont talk,
I hate you, coz once we...talked for hours.
I hate you, not coz you broke up;
I hate you, coz you promised...you wont.
I hate you, not coz you r away,
I hate you, coz you never...came back.
I hate you, not coz you made me cry,
I hate you, coz once u made me...smile.
I hate you, not coz you hate me,
I hate you, coz you know...I Love You.