i dont know why….

you know, sometimes sitting here by the window….remembering you….sometimes i wonder, if you have remembered me too….but then, i dont wish to know….

you know, when am alone, broken and shattered….i just wish, you might come and give me a hug….you know, lyf feels very empty in that moment….i dont know, if its lyf at all….

you know, i havent cried….but i just go numb many times….i just dont seem to know whats happening around me….i just dont care….

you know, sometimes i still laugh hysterically with friends….but there is a hollow feeling which i dont understand….you know, that hollowness just eats me up….

you know, i still go on bike rides to cheer me up….but it doesnt excite me anymore….there’s something always missing….there’s somebody always missing….

you know, i had tried being friends with dogs, just to please you…. :))) but somehow they still bark at me and chase me all around….

you know, my favourite song….i dont like it anymore….the melody just hurts me….the tune just isnt rite anymore…

you know, i tried looking at a sunset alone….its not beautiful like last time….i dont know if it was the sunset now….

you know, i have even tried smiling and being happy….but that’s not me right now….everything just angers and frustrates me….you know, i miss you in my happiness….

you know, through that week….when you stopped talking to me….deep down, i knew, i am losing you….but all the while i also knew….i am losing me too…..…..